Wednesday, September 29, 2010

a tired Tuesday~



After a badminton from 2smtg-5pm
Then continued with tennis practice~
huh...I really feel very tired now!
Feel painful on my whole body~
But it's really nice for me...
coz can have a sport and some more can keep fit oso...haha=)
ya...had a joyful day with my coursemates!!!

Actually still have many things need to face in the coming few weeks
Thursday:A writing test for English and Kalah Mati for Tennis
haha...After this,then I will end my tennis in this sem
Finally...it's gonna to be end~yuhooo...coz I dont really expert on that
Sometime make me no way out on that~

Monday:Has a listening test and Manufacturing presentation

Then in the coming few weeks...maybe still got another two tests
and a English interview~
hoho...then coming to finish my 3rd year 1st semester LOL...


erm...but one more sad thing...I had spent RM158 to repair my car
haizzz...bad...very poor now
And my laptop seem like "Sot Sot" already
Coz the time of the clock keep lacking and like jam down d~:(((
Feel bad,hope everything will fine again~


Monday, September 27, 2010

下坡。。。





刚回来一个星期好像已经过了很久很久了
哈哈,这可能是我这种爱玩和懒惰的人的想法吧~

但我现在的心情就是走在下坡的时候~
在一个很斜很斜的下坡
我讨厌这种心情
我真的有点累
希望它快点过去~
恢复到之前平静的心情。。。

也许可能因为人生中的“酸甜苦辣”
才会让生命更精彩吧!!!

祈祷接下来的事情无风无浪
一切平静就好了~



Sunday, September 26, 2010

夜深了~

现在是凌晨三点钟。。。
今天又是迟睡的一天~@.@
因为星期一有两个tests!!!huh...真的读到有点头晕~
突然间开始有点讨厌读书
就是有那种想要放弃的感觉~
可能是一瞬间太多事情和问题堆在一起了,有点难以负荷
无论如何,所以一切我都不要求高~顺利过关就好了~haizzz...
才回来不到一个星期又想着要回家了
这就是我用来逃避现实的方法,真没用!!!
现在只希望快点过去~

不知道为什么,最近身体总是感到有点不适
希望真的没事咯!!!
真的要睡了,haizz...明天又要继续了~

现在什么都不想去想
只想像快点完成现在的一切~

Thursday, September 23, 2010

什麼才叫《朋友》?

一生中只为这“一个半”朋友而奋斗。

舍得笑,得到的是友谊;­
放得下,才能走得远!有所放弃,才能有所追求. 什么也不愿放弃的人,反而会失去最珍贵的东西.

得之坦然!失之淡然!

有一句很经典的话:当你紧握双手,里面什么也没有;当你打开双手,世界就在你手中。懂得放弃,才能在有限的生命里活得充实、饱满、旺盛!

舍得宽容,得到的是大气;­
舍得诚实,得到的是朋友;­
舍得面子,得到的是实在;­
舍得酒色,得到的是健康;­
舍得虚名,得到的是逍遥;­
舍得施舍,得到的是美名;­
舍得红尘,得到的是天尊。   ­
舍得小,就有可能得大;    
舍得近,就有可能得到远。­

舍得某种精神,就有可能得到某种物质,舍得某种物质,就有可能得到某种精神。

而有些人就是为了两片薄面而争,为了一条贱命而战,一身虚荣,一身醋味,值么?累吗?

舍得舍得,有舍就有得;得失得失,有得就有失。

人世间就是这么奇妙,你又何须苦苦追寻一个目标

现在~


现在,只想好好地睡一觉,什么都不想做了。。。

回来第一个星期,已经有堆积如山的东西了~haizzz...

只想赶快渡过接下来的五个星期。。。
考试过后就是假期了!

希望时间快点过去~
我知道再困难的事情也会随着时间过去的~

但现在真的很压力,垂丧,很有挫折感!!!@.@


Tuesday, September 21, 2010

back here...

First day at usm after holiday...erm..nothing special
But a lot of works waiting for me to finish it...
A lot and a lot...tests,assignments,presentation...
haha..one more make me trouble is tennis
After back from Raya Break then v have competition "Kalah Mati" btwn each other
Actually this is one of the activities involved in the course work marks of tennis
huh...I really feel tension on that~@.@~coz like "half fill water in a pail" only!
Some more my english subject got another interview session...this is my "weakness" also!
hope it can pass faster LoL!!!


Actually feel tired now coz wake up early in the morning to drive back here
After that straight went to attend classes...
Then went to badminton again to warm up myself..coz two weeks didn't do exercise already
some more feel a lot of things burden me oso..so just had a sport to relax myself...
yeah...sport can make me to get away some trouble things!
Especially when I feel confusing and disorderly ~


Suddenly got an angry feel in my mind!
Just don't know why?just feel angry~
Maybe I should take some time to put it down!


haha...have something wanna to share here~
After heard some stories from my fren
About he love a girl for 4 years already
But finally hurt by that girl and knew the reverse side on her...
It's really is a big injured for him~haizzz...
aiksss..sometime this kind of thing really more complicated than other things..
But after hurt one time already then must awake from that!!!All the best!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

last day~


Today is the last day stay at home...last day for my holiday~
wow...two weeks holiday...passed very fast le!!!
But really got many things happened in this holiday
Sometime really make can't really accepted the truth=(


yeah...our plan was successful already!
Finally we went to Malacca~A historical place in Malaysia~
A quite nice place for us to travel,but those foods over there not really suit my taste lo
I more preferred Ipoh's foods...hehe^^

After that,haha...I joined a Singapore one day trip with my best frens~
erm...Actually that one is a casino trip Lol...but awesome oso la~


I will departure go back to campus on tmr morning...
haha...Actually this kind of thing is nothing special for me
Coz it keep repeated in every sem...
Start holiday(happy+excited)>Enjoy holiday>Holiday ended>Return back to campus(down+sad)
And as my mom said:You always can go back home one!haha..
That's right!when I feel down and stress...then I'll go back home to take a fresh breath!
But I really don't like that feel(holiday ended)
Especially this time,maybe I really play too over during this holiday!

erm...I'm quite enjoy the feel to travel..
can let me gain a lot of experiences...improve my knowledge...refresh my mind!
ya...what's the next station for us?Let's plan it for the next sem break!


Holiday ended!Work hard for the coming October~
looking forward to the December holiday!!!:D


♥ Always miss you guys~my lovely frens!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

again!@.@

Recently that bad feeling come back again!
I really hate that kind of feeling...Just hope it get away from my life...
That feeling make me get lost myself~huh...I must awake now
After learn through one's personal experience,I totally know about the reality of life!!!
Ya...holiday end already...start over again my busy study life...
Maybe that's good for me...no time to think other stupid things~

Damn bad luck today!
Just feel so bad...coz something happened!
haha...like my mom said:人衰有条路!!!Really bad=(
When that incident was happening,I just like blur and standing there!"stupid lol"
haizzz..anyway,it was happened already...was passed already...
yeah..Instead of play(eat,travel+++),I must start to work hard after this holiday..Just a promise for myself..

haha...actually still have many undone works waiting for me...
But I really no mood to do now
coz my brain like totally jam and stuck already~
so just stop it for a while~hehe,maybe wait after back only continue to do it

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Time flies...everything keep changing with time...
Feeling,point of view,thinking,maturity...and etc...
No matter how we change,at least that's good then enough already
Don't hurt people around you,especially some one really sincerely treat on you

But sometime,I really HATE some "Mean person=Villain"(小人)which keep doing and talking many things behind of me...Please,get away from me!!!
If you don't really understand me and don't give any opinion on me to other people
Coz you unqualified to do that...You are a real bitch!!!

Can I make the time flow back again?


S.A.D 

wow...my mood is totally feel down now
coz left two days only then my holiday gonna to be ended already!
Feel lazy,down,sad...haha...coz a lot of works waiting for me to finish it...
I really hope that can make the time flow back to the beginning of holiday... 

Some more got many things happened in this short holiday~



Really hard to explain my feeling~Miss everything here!


Just had a nice meet up with yong ling and pei yin~
yeah...take care well and see you all during the next holiday LoL~


Some other things...
Feel happy that some family's personal feeling disengaged already
Just becoz something happened then made everything well~
Something that I found the most important is "Forgiveness"
With this,then we can look open and solving many problems

Friday, September 17, 2010

这就是长大

1.学会把亲情放在第一位,把友情放在第二位,把爱情放在够不到的位置
2.学会不和父母顶嘴,学会为了维护友谊让步
3.学会不想着依赖别人,做好自己,让别人依赖你
4.学会认清自己,不是很好,也不算坏,不把头扬的很高,也不拿眼睛盯别人的脚
5.学会把喜欢的人放在心底,默默的喜欢,有种情不需要张扬
6.学会不为了自己喜欢的人和别人争论,或许你并不了解他
7.学会口是心非,看到自己喜欢的人和别人在一起,请祝福
8.学会独自一个人承受一些事,一个人守着一些秘密
9.学会适当减肥,不要过度,为了某些人,坚持
10.学会去关心家人,朋友,不要以为他们不会离开我们,就不在意
11.学会交际,和所有的人搞好关系,踏入社会,面对的人会更多
12.学会掩饰忧伤,对别人笑,要哭,躲被窝里
13.学会成熟处事,即使是装出来的
14.学会在特殊的节日,给别人一个小小的惊喜,感动一个人很简单,让她(他)知道你心中有她(他)的位置
15.学会不相信童话故事,永远记得仙杜瑞拉有的水晶鞋是你没有的
16.学会必要的欺骗,不要说你诚实,埋没了善良更可恶
17.学会为自己的人生做好打算,自己争取来的更值得珍惜
18.学会不计较,忘记一些不愉快,也许你会更快乐
19.学会无条件付出,想想父母,你会释然
20.学会写日记,我们的人生并不是很长,把它记下足可以让你重拾记忆
好好过日子,终会长大,学会不让爱我们的人对我们失望
拿得起,放得下,该放手的时候,不要拖泥带水,告诉自己,学会自爱,也会活得很好… …

Sentosa


Just came back from Singapore one day trip~
This was my second time by following the casino trip traveled to some where...
wow..damn tired and continuously sleep for many hours on the bus
Actually not really can sleep well on the bus
Always keep in the half sleep and half awake condition~


One more thing let me know clearly is the disadvantage if travel by following the tour agency
erm...less freedom and always like rushing for time only...
I really don't like it...I like the backpack more than travel follow the tour guide 
Anyway,this was a nice trip Lol!


I had went to few places during this short semester break
hehe...now planning what's my next station?
But must start to save more money now...haha..wanna bankrupt already...


Tuesday, September 14, 2010

珍惜~




 这短短两星期的Raya Break真的过得蛮充实的~
上个星期和两个好姐妹~佩铟和雍宁到马六甲玩了三天两夜
wow...真是一个不错的经历噢!
因为这次是我们自己到处边走边边吃的~嘻嘻~

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马六甲回来后的第二天我又到回去宿舍拿我的passport
过后又到北海去走走迟迟咯~
这就是当天吃得福建面和cendol咯
嘻嘻,味道还不错,下次还可以再去光顾咯

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最近真的感觉到好累!
可能真的没有好好的休息吧~

嗯,说真的,这假期真的发生了许多事
还有让我伤感的事是公公在上个星期六去世了
说真的,真的有点突然~
我回来后爸爸也一直有吩咐我找个时间去看看他们老人家
可是我真的有点懒惰,又好像找不出时间来
我真的很后悔,可是已经来不及了~

我们整家人全部忙了几天。。。
亲戚朋友也从外地赶回来~

经过许多事情,我真的有许多感触
其实人在这个世界上只是人生短短的数十年
许多事都是时过境迁,来去匆匆
到最终还是要离开这个世界的
谁先离开的已经什么都感觉不到了
留下来的人就会感到不舍和悲伤
这一切一切都是人生的必经之路
也没有人能预测未来

我想有许多事情发生在自己身上才能得到那深深的体会吧~
所以要珍惜身边所有的一切一切
想做的事情就去做吧,不要等到最后才感到后悔莫及!
那已经是太迟了!


Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Friendship~


Just had a gathering with my form 6 classmates...
Wow...I think we are great Lol!!coz gathering are continuing held in every sem break!
This call friendship~
Although we are studying in different states,but if got chance and free time
Then we sure have a meet and chatting together~
yeah,really hope that this can be continued and never end~
USS1-You guys are rocks and good!!!=)
~~~I love You Guys!~~~
And looking forward to our Singapore trip LoL~

Monday, September 6, 2010

Just walk around...



Today wake up early in the morning...
Coz want go to Perodua Service Center settle my car's safety belt problem

After that I just went to town and walked around over there~
wow...long time didn't really keep an eye on the building at the town already~
haha...what I found was the building of Mc Donald already changed their look...
Maybe already done some renovation on that,wow..It's look great and nice!hehe=)


Sunday, September 5, 2010

Mid sem break...

This is my second blog...which is open to public one
I already made that old blog become private and just have some people can view it only
Some of my frens ask me why I can't open ur blog?
haha...why will be like that?
The reason just simple coz since I'm starting to blog(I blogging for more than 2 years already)
I clearly know that not everything can post on our blog
And it maybe will causes a lot of misunderstanding and trouble around of us
Maybe just some simple words then can make others misunderstood already
Some more we also can't write down everything which is just follow our heart desire!
huh...that's not what I want!So I just closed it up and just write down whatever I want...
And then this is a open blog to share my life and my feeling with all my frens~
Remember,just sharing,no other things than that~

~~~And~~~
Welcome to my new blog!=

haha...I'm having my mid semester break now
erm...two weeks semester break,feel like really not enough for me to play le!haizzz
I already have many plans during this holiday...erm,can saying like that..almost fully plans Lol~

What I'm planning to do during this holiday?
1st:Have 2 days 1 nite trip to Malacca with my best fren,pei yin and yong ling...
2nd:Maybe going to Penang after the Malacca trip..
haha..act already bored with penang already coz studying around there...
But just becoz my carelessness and forgot to bring back my passport...
Then I must follow my fren to penang and bring it back lol~haizzz..
Sometime I really blur and stupid one!
3rd:Join a Singapore's casino one day trip on next week...
So for sure I must go back hostel to take back my passport
erm..then after this maybe have some yum cha sessions with my friends Lol..

wow....my two weeks holiday seem like pack and full oh!
haha..I sure will enjoy fully on it..
coz after this then gonna start over again my busy study life~
yeah!!!Wish everyone have a nice and wonderful holiday!^^