Tuesday, November 27, 2012

十一月~

现在的心情不知如何形容。
我只想什么都不想,奋不顾身地就离开了~
很累,我真的很累。。。每天对着一些像垃圾的东西。
愤怒,低落,无奈。。。加在一起~真的难以形容!
现在我只等待着离开的那一天。
时时刻刻告诉自己,就算选错了,也当作是个考验。
haizzzz... 今天差点就要被逼到哭出来了。
想起来就容易,世界那么大,不开心默然地离开。
我希望有种力量让我撑下去,就那么一点点也好。

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

如何似好

我想这个地方你永远不会知道。
时间还不是很长,但已经是这样子了。
我不知道能走到多远,多久? 真的不知道。
是选择了对的还是错的,我根本就不知道。
我知道心情时常都有很大的波动,一个人就可以影响我突然的心情,整个人就这样down下来了。
我不喜欢这种感觉,我真的很讨厌这种感觉。
但我该如何似好???
有时候我真的很想放弃了,那就不会那么烦了。
当时真的不应该那么冲动,应该想清楚。
现在真的不知道要怎样了???头真的好痛!!!

说真的,在这个地方我真的不是过得很好。
可能来这个地方我根本就是一个错误的选择。
我真的想彻底地放弃了。

我的眼泪很浅,少少东西眼泪就会在眼里打框了。

我也很担心我的家人,我希望你会坚强,一定要照顾自己,要过得很好。

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

心情差到谷底

突然间被bond的心情真的难以承受。
心情真的很差很差,其实我不知道要如何似好。
当时真的很无奈,很不服,很想很想哭。可是,这里真的没有一个地方能让我大声地哭。

有许多事情我不知如何似好,如何面对,如何去解决?我的脑袋都是问号。

这个地方,交通诸塞,真的让人厌倦。这么短的时间我已经开始厌倦了。
说实话,真的有点累!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

目标

不知不觉,已经毕业两个月,真正地进入社会工作了两个月。
这两个月来好像是盲目地过,都没给自己set任何目标。
现在我真正地要为自己定下些目标, 不可以无目的地过了。

Monday, July 30, 2012

A moody day

Don't know why? I feel very down today.
What a moody day....
When I back here, just feel boring.
Feel bad I have this kind of feeling.
Maybe just a sudden feeling.

Friday, July 6, 2012

陌生的地方

很久没进来了。现在已经踏入人生的另一个阶段~工作的人生。有人说,开始工作了,就是那么做一辈子了。人生到了另一个阶段就是要面对现实的,所以无可逃避,只有面对。

来到这个陌生的地方,traffic jam和忙碌的生活真的让我难以负荷。我不知道我要用多少的时间来适应,能在这地方呆上多久的时间,可是选择了,就要走下去吧。我只想说,真的感觉到很累,很疲惫,刚开始真的有点冲动要跑回家乡工作了。可是,我还是给自己多一点时间,加油!大家也要加油!。。。

这是人生的另一个学习过程。每一个阶段都只是一个过程。。。 =)


Monday, June 11, 2012

Another stage

Miss the trip. I miss every single trip that I ever been.
But after graduated, I think should be hard for me to plan for travel already.
ermmmm.... The stage of study is going to finish soon. Another new stage is coming.
No matter how, this is life. So just accepted everything that we are going to face in coming time.
I already accepted the job, so just try my best to work hard on that. =)

haha... Not sure when is my next trip already???
I am not dare to book the ticket and planning it now.
Just see later how lol.
Goodluck to everyone. ^^

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

一切来得太快了~

一切都来得太快了,我是觉得有点负荷不了。
其实毕业后就是另一个转折点了。
我不知道我的选择是对还是错的。。。
可是事情根本就没有对与错,是要看我们要如何让走下去吧。
有许多选择是真的让人难以抉择,真的很难很难。
我想到人生的每一个阶段,都有一条路是适合我们走下去的。
像妹妹说的:毕业了不做工要等几时呢?那是对的。是时候出来社会赚钱来养回父母了。
其实心里已经有了决定,只是自己没什么主见,旁人的意见也太多了。
真的很乱很乱。我知道大家是处以关心的。
现在已经捉了决定,无论多难,还是要走下去的。
现在烦着找屋子,真的很烦很烦,希望能快点解决这个问题。
无论如何,加油吧~~~

一开始时真的很艰难,但凡是都有过去的一天。

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

人生的太多太多~


现在的心情是复杂的。忙着Final Year Project之余还要忙着找工作。
还有一个月就要毕业了,完完全全地告别读书的生涯。又是踏进人生的另一阶段了。
我只能用一个字来形容“累”~那是身心的疲惫。。。但我还是要要紧牙根去面对。
我想工作后要面对的来用现在相比,现在的读书生涯只是芝麻绿豆的事情。
说真的心里真的有一种无名的恐惧感,但终究还是得面对的。我真的要加油了。
现在只希望顺顺利利的毕业,能找到一份理想的工作就好了。



我想人随着年龄地增长,有些事情会看得比较重了, 而有些事真的没那么执著,看得比较轻了。
对我来说,我越来越把家人看得很重,因为生老病死是人生必经之路。
珍惜和报答父母的养育之恩是孩子的责任。在外头读书真的让我学会很多很多。
无论到什么年龄,父母对孩子就是有着那一生的责任,所以真的要珍惜当父母还在的时候。




~最近看了个感人的短篇。那是你想要告诉我的吗???我想知道答案。~

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Amazing Borneo-Miri

This was an amazing trip that I ever been.
I never expected the Mulu Cave climbing should be like that.
The road was quite tough for me. Its took me ten hours to finish it. Awesome.
Although it was hard, but it really meant for me and best and ever experienced in my life. =)
Guys and girls, we are amazing to finish this hard road!!!
If anyone like to adventure, you worth to try it. 
The reason that we climbed to the high hill was purposely for the Pinnacles. 
Actually I'm not really know how it formed. But after this, I knew about it. Its just formed naturally.
They form a forest of silver-grey stone encircled by thick green vegetation.
The raw material for the limestone of the Pinnacles came from seashells in an earlier epoch rich in marine life. These shells were broken down into lime rich sands which were blown inland to form high mobile dunes.




The sunset view in Marina Bay, Miri. The view looks nice. 
That's feel good by just sitting there with your love one. hehe=)
I love sunrise and sunset actually. Its beautiful! <3

A group photo with Seahorse. Seahourse is the landmark of Miri.
I really feel happy traveled with you guys. A NICE trip! hehe
I should thanks for Yew Hon as the organizer, I know you put a lot of effort on this trip. Thanks guy.

My conclusion for this trip, no matter how hard the thing, if you stay strong, it will turn from dark to the bright. You will reach your destination whatever you wish. When hard, Stay strong!



Tuesday, March 20, 2012

不知何故


不知怎么,这几天心情是特别的差。。。
我想这是压力造成的。
时间越来越紧逼着,真的有点喘不过气来。
还有,是时候开始找工作了,我只觉得好像很多很多东西是要去做的。
现在又想逃避逃回家去,哎,真没用!
 

Saturday, March 3, 2012

印度,我来了!

半年前订的印度机票,不知不觉中,明天就要飞往印度了~
所以说,时间真的流逝得很快很快,快到真的不能真正的用双手捉住它,我想,根本是没法捉得紧吧。。。特别是忙碌的时候,真的觉得一天的时间是短暂的!

最后一年,最后一个学期了!这四年是过得不赖的吧~
感想是很多,这四年是好不容地走来。
机械,制造于管理工程系,对我来说。。。是真的不容易~
不过还是错啦,再最后还是拿到一张我从来没拿过得Dean List.
我说在这四年里希望能拿到一张这样的纸来作为纪念!嘻嘻~

现在真的有点担心着我的Final Year Project。当完成了这个,就是我真正告别读书的生涯了。
真的要拼了命,玩之余也要加油了~

要好好地利用剩下来的几个月,到大学附近游一游了。
我想大概毕业后也不会再来这个地方了。
还有这四个好死党,哈哈,四个都是男的。。。
可算是不错了,能遇见你们,一路的提醒和帮忙。
希望以后能保此联络。

印度~我要来了。有点兴奋但也有点怕。
但我就是要去看看这世界奇观~Taj Mahal,这是有这一段感人的爱情故事!
我要好好享受这8天之游。。。

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

无奈的过后还是无奈

 这剩下寥寥无几的人~



其实我对这件事,这一切一切的聚会是没什么上心的。
因为我觉得我们无论做些什么,以这微小的力量,是不能改变这残酷的事实!!!
昨天和朋友到槟城聊到就到槟城去看看,因为迟到了,所以错过了一切,真的有点可惜。
可是,一些残酷和无谓的情景还是存在着。 我们不知道发生什么事情,可是就看到有很多警察在那。
过后,才知道原发生了混乱的情景。我们错过了一切。
但看了那五分钟的现场短篇之后,终于明白发生了什么事。
我的感觉是顿然的愤怒和百思不解,好好的和平聚会竟然会变成那样。
我在想,世界末日时还早吧,那是无人能知的事情。
可是,我们的世界末日即将要来临了。。。
死亡是人生必经之路,可是如果害到下一代的人,自己的孩子,那是我们一生的遗憾,一生的负担来照顾他们,直到我们离开人间的那一刻。
想一想,无奈还是无奈。
真的只希望世界和平,和平对待,平安地过完这一生就好了。

Thursday, February 16, 2012

尾声了

这假期又要结束了。
这可是读书生涯最后一个长假了。
这假期我真的没做了什么,只是呆在家里,无聊地又过了一天了。
其实真的有东西做,可是就是提不起颈来。haizzz...
我看回去时又是自作自受了。。。
加油吧!现在离毕业的日子不远了=)

Saturday, February 11, 2012

sudden feeling


This holiday is coming to the end.
It's the last long holiday in my study life.
The last semester is coming, after this, totally end my study life and gonna step into another stage already
After graduated, I'm sure that I'll miss the place, the people and everything that ever happened in my life.
Even though sometime I was keep repeating I hate this place so much.
But since just now we were discussing about the subject that needs to take for last semester,
suddenly got a hard feeling on my mind. I sure will miss these four crazy guys.hahaha=)
My best buddies which ever been in my four year study life.
And I know that this sem gonna to be finished very fast...
Nothing can say, just treasure the last few months that we are here---USM!!!

Sometimes, I feel that life is interesting. Everything seems like already fixed up to stick in our life.
So just go ahead for that with no regrets!!!^^


Thursday, February 9, 2012

Year of 2012=)

 Cameron trip with best sisters=) 
How lucky in my life to meet with these two girls.
hehe...I have wish.I wish that next time we can bring along our partner and travel together to some place.
I'm sure that's a fun trip for us.

 My family photo during chinese new year.
When my age getting older, I feel that family is the most important in my life.
So I will treasure every moment with them.

 For me, travel can cheer up and refresh my mind. So I just had a day trip to Bukit Tinggi. 
Actually not much special there, but just never been this place and just have a short trip visit to there lol.
ermmm..If next time nothing special, I think would not be went there again le.


Long time didn't update my blog already.These were some special things happened in my life recently.
Actually damn lazy to update my blog and I think my state of mind was different with last time already.
Anyway, I think that's changing to become better and better, more realistic and face the reality.


So now is another new year again!!! Year of 2012!!!
Everyone said that's the year of end of the world.
No matter that's real or not, just life positively and treasure and experience every moment when we are living in this world.
Don't make ourselves feel regret in every single moment.


I have few new year wishes in this year. But it just very simple only.hehe^^

Firstly, wish my beloved family, friends and every people beside me have a healthy and stronger body.
Secondly, I can finish my Final Year Project in time and graduated successfully.
Thirdly, wish all my coming trips goes well...hehe=)
Fourthly, can get a good and stable job after graduated.
Lastly, can meet a right person which can brighten up my life (I really hope you are the right one!)