不知该如何面对这刚开始的另一端人生

很久没有写布落格了。

最近有许多感触，进入了人生的另一个阶段。

很久很久以前，从小的时候，就会听见婚姻是爱情的坟墓。

现在轮到我自己进入了人生的另一个阶段，进入了一段婚姻。现在真正的感受到那真正的含义，为什么有人会那样说呢？

其实一点都没错，一段婚姻根本就不是两个人的事，是整家人的事情，没有想象中那么简单，那么幸福，那么美满。好像失去了自己，失去了自由。

觉得很失望，很伤心，很难受。

从一开始到现在，我都把所有事情想得太简单了。

我没想象中那么坚强，我的眼泪很浅，遇到一些不开心的事，眼泪就会情不自禁留下来了。
我也不知要往哪里逃，要往那里冷静，要往那里躲起来。。。不好意思，我真的太懦弱了，把一切都想得太简单了。。。

如果给我选择多一次，我不会选择那么早踏入婚姻，除非是遇到了一个也是那么简单的人。。。遇到了喜欢的人，想长思相守的人，由于身边的种种因素，也未必是适合踏入婚姻的人。。。

可以有人指点我要如何面对未来的挑剔，难题，指责，还有许多许多的未知数？。。。
除了容忍，沉默，我要如何面对呢？。。。

这一切都太复杂了。。。

我只希望能简单的生活，能得到幸福，就那么简单罢了。。。

可是一切都相反了，你把我的人生，我的想象和梦幻的婚姻搞得太复杂了，我真的不知该如何面对？？？

真的很难受。。。突然让我想走出这段刚开始的另一端人生。我不知该如何面对？感觉很心酸。。。

晚安了。。。

纽西兰的生活

在纽西兰已经是第三个星期了。刚开始真的有点不顺利，可能这真的是一个考验吧。现在什么都不管了，来到这里真的好像拋诸脑后，什么东西都不用想了。来这里真的是一种生活的体验，新的尝试。我要尝试着一些一些，根本在马来西亚是不会做也没机会做的东西。好吧，就像妈妈所说的，尽情的赚钱，吃喝玩乐。这短短的几个月很快就会过去了。任何的一个考验都是生命中的体验。加油！！！ ：）

Year of 2012=)

 Cameron trip with best sisters=) 

How lucky in my life to meet with these two girls.

hehe...I have wish.I wish that next time we can bring along our partner and travel together to some place.

I'm sure that's a fun trip for us.

 My family photo during chinese new year.

When my age getting older, I feel that family is the most important in my life.

So I will treasure every moment with them.

 For me, travel can cheer up and refresh my mind. So I just had a day trip to Bukit Tinggi. 

Actually not much special there, but just never been this place and just have a short trip visit to there lol.

ermmm..If next time nothing special, I think would not be went there again le.

Long time didn't update my blog already.These were some special things happened in my life recently.

Actually damn lazy to update my blog and I think my state of mind was different with last time already.

Anyway, I think that's changing to become better and better, more realistic and face the reality.

So now is another new year again!!! Year of 2012!!!

Everyone said that's the year of end of the world.

No matter that's real or not, just life positively and treasure and experience every moment when we are living in this world.

Don't make ourselves feel regret in every single moment.

I have few new year wishes in this year. But it just very simple only.hehe^^

Firstly, wish my beloved family, friends and every people beside me have a healthy and stronger body.

Secondly, I can finish my Final Year Project in time and graduated successfully.

Thirdly, wish all my coming trips goes well...hehe=)

Fourthly, can get a good and stable job after graduated.

Lastly, can meet a right person which can brighten up my life (I really hope you are the right one!)

work hard for my dream!

hehehe...I like this two photos so much...

They looks so cute and naughty lol!hoho=)

When see it then my feeling will turn nice too.

erm...just want to write something happy for my current life.

For those unhappy things, I just try to forget about it!

Seriously a lot of things to do recently...

Like don't have the ending point for it.

Just talk back some happy things.hehe...

Now I just planning to save more money for my next year trips.wuhooo!

So many pending tickets are waiting for me.

If not working for some parttime jobs, I sure cannot afford on that.

Sometime just feel lazy to work on that, but each time think back the money, then will change my mind d!

hehehe..Looking back to the next year calender, I take flight for each month start from Feb till May!

I really feel excited for that. But just scare that the time will crash and don't have enough money only.

So I'm trying to work hard now. Better will get in trouble finally.

These were what I have chosen for my life...So I never regret on that!hehe...=)

Cambodia, India, Miri and Kuching!....

I'm looking for other places too.

I hope my next station are New Zealand and Egypt!...

Egypt is a place which full of fairy tales!^^...hope can go there in my one life time!

My dream just very simple, hope can go any places around the world in my life time..

Is sound greedy right?

hehe..I like to make my life busy and colorful rather than a boring life!

Another thing,Thanks for those friends which are supported me when I'm getting in trouble.

Especially Mr chong coz he always pointing out my mistake and make me to change that!

I know you are forcing me to change it better! 

I can feel it and will try my best on it!...=)thank you~

so many happy things come forward together...

yup...still in progress on the preparation for my coming trip!!!
wuhooo...can't imagine that it will reach on next Tuesday..walaueh..
Time fliesssss lol....v just planned to book the ticket at last year...
But now is gonna to reach le
errrmm..But still in planning le..many things have to find out and not an easy things as a backpacker!
hahaha..But I like this feel even damn busy and just stick with my laptop to find out everything
But I have learned a lot from that also la...
My friend teach me how to plan a trip(how to make a itinerary)
wow..1st time did that...
Now still on the half way..left two days for me to finish it..hope can done it well la~
Really thanks for yew hon..if he didn't remind me..I'm still in blur!!!
hahaha..he really is a good travel partner..same as me..Like to play~
One of my fren said me is a playful girl..yup...I like to go around to everywhere if I can make it as well~
youhooo....so many hotels,maps,travel infosss in my mind now..
My mom said me like a travel guide already..wahaha~


Then this Saturday is another 30 hours famine camp already~
One year passed le...wow...
This is a meaningful event,if possible then I'll join it every year~
And this year different with last time,coz got many frens go with me
haha..last year just went alone only
yup..can't wait for that..and can meet wv yingqian and peiwen again le=)))

Then what is next???.....
ya...krabi trip..wohuoo..
But still under progress,hope can success la~
This time all of you guys oso take concern and put a lot effort on this trip
Good job man!!!Especially Sin Hau and kok san...and others oso confirm in short moment~
ya...the key to make a trip successfully is co-operation and discussion..and don't make delay the about confirmation on the attendance~I really hate that!!!
And need some one who really caring and start organizing about that!!!
But not just keep asking some silly questions...how how how???...It'll make ppl in trouble.
Ya..You guys did a good job!Hope get the bus ticket to there la~
I really appreciated it=)))


Then then then...haha..
waiting for pei yin's coursemate come ipoh luuu...
after that can start our one week trip le~


hehe..so many happy things come forward together!!!
Sometime,just depends on how you look through your life only^^
Life really can't live without family,friends and partner...
Just enjoy it coz life is short~
Thanks for so much in my life!

miss you all always...

K~B0X...18072011....

Kok Sun, Wei Chun and Teng Hong..I'll miss you guys!!!^^

hehe...So nice to know you all~~~
You all colouring my ten weeks intern life..haha

Busy!!!

My god!!!
My schedule is very packed now..
I made myself busy like hell..
haizz...
Feel like no more time to do my own things d..
really feel abit regret to get this job!!!HUH...
Coz this parttime job working for everyday until end of July..tiring!
then so many things wait me to finish it oso..
I've to plan my guangzhou trip and thailand trip,doing my intern report...
wow..damn busy..Hope I can handle it well~
and planning well for my trip..
yeah..3 more weeks to go only!!!wuwuwu^^
Luckily I still have a manual gps guide me~
thanks!!!=)))

my recently~

Two weeks didn't update my blog already...

erm...just feel like lazy to write~

Time flies..left two weeks for my practical..huhu=)))

Gonna say good bye with those funny guys lo~~~

Suddenly got a feeling..I sure will miss their sound very much LOL...haha

 Last Saturday had a simple celebration with yong ling..ohoh..

We are stepping into 23 years old le~aiksss...

~About My 23rd birthday~

 A nice present from yong ling...thankss=D...hehe

 A piece of secret recipe cake present by the below 3 guys~~~

hahahaha..thanks lol..But 1st time got a cake like this

They just fetched me there and call me to choose a piece of cake by myself..damn funny lo!

But guys are like this de la..not like tender of girls..

Anyway,thank you very much!I really feel fun and have a nice moment during my practical period~

Hope we still can keep in touch after this!^^

Yup..then just had a dinner and simple celebration with my family~

No boyfriend then just celebrated with family and friends lo~hahaha^^

Thanks the cake from my two sisters...A nice blackforest+blueberry cake!yummy=)))

And my birthday wishes in this year slightly different with previous few years..

I just hope all people around me can stay healthy and happy everyday~

And I can do anything which I like...Coz life is short!!!=)
errrmmm...then about my relationship..
hahaha..hope can have some improvement la..
anyway,just depends on fate lo~!

Is good!

haha...a nice meet up wv Sun Chean...

Didn't gather for two years le!!!Miss those time we laughed and chitchat together~

hehe...I really can feel the friendship there!

Yup..time flies///5 years friend le...hehe=D

Time must keep changing everything

and everyone is changing by everything

Become open minded and have a mature thinking

Is good!!!

another stage!

Hey girls~ Friendship Forever...

And wait for u all wedding LOL!!!hehe=D

Life is getting step into the another stage already...

Working life and marrying life!haha...

All the best~

some craziness things!haha

Omg...damn crazy recently..I have 5 pending flight tickets now!!!

But all travel wv different person la...

Really crazy already....Still not sure really can make it or not~

Overall should be okay one...

Guangzhou and Cambodia sure will go already...hehe=D

The most regret is the ticket go India one..I should not delay to book it

Now become join the trip in half way d...Just becoz of my laziness to wait there!
Actually feel abit sad on that!@.@!

But the website really sucks and jammed since the promotion was started...

aikss...I should have more patience to wait it...erm..

Nvm la..dont tink too much d..just go wv it!!!=)

finish soon...

erm..lazy to blog actually...
So just simply write something here.
hehe..I'm going to finish my last final paper on Tuesday!!!
wowow....huhu..feel excited lol~
But I really crazy wv this for two weeks already!
yup..finally it was going to finish soon...yeah!=D
After that...rest few days at home will start my internship in Ipoh..
errr...not sure how is that for...
hope everything can run smooth and can learn something lo~


hehe....now I'm looking forward to my Kelantan trip lo.
Never been there before..so just try to have a visit there~
hahaha..that was a sudden decision by my fren...
ya...you really and always brighten up my life!haha..thanks=))))

natural~

I'm here in parit buntar again...
From the starting sem until now
I have skipped two weeks class d...It's sound crazy rite!
haha...Actually just becoz my laziness and keep staying at home only~
I swear and promise myself
After Chinese New Year,no more this kind of things happen again
After CNY,I must starts to work hard and concentrated on my study le~

Until now,I still can't get what I wish to get for my internship
Anyway I just let it be natural already
Just waiting lo~

hehe...Now I don't care so much things le
Just looking forward to CNy~
must rest and enjoy to the MAX!!!=)

still old like the previous time~

Yesterday went to watch "tian tian hao tien" with my sis and bro~

erm...actually this movie not bad la

But I still feel that last year "da ri zi" was more funny than this year one

hehe...This movie got few parts quite made me touching also

It's talking about how is the important of family in our life

So...we must love and treasure all the moment when we are together~

haha...Actually long time din step in Ipoh Parade's Gsc Cinema already

Since after form 6 I never been watched movie in this cinema

But it still don't have any changes..still old like the previous time

haha...one more thing which funny it was still using the staffs to call the people go into the cinema

It means that no screen there to show which room is available for us to go in

But it just use the sound calling by the staffs..hoho~damn funny rite!

haizzz...feel bad now///

I'm sick d~

feel uncomfortable and pain on my whole body~

Hope will recover soon...

Shop@KL

This time shopped wv pei yin,yong ling and lilian=)

We've gathered in KL to fight for our CNY clothes~

haha...feel nice le!!!

My friend said us really geng lol

coz v can gather here from different states!

A rarely friendship among of us~good!!!^^

At 1st planned to buy few things only

But finally I was failed again!haizzz...

Anyway,that was a nice trip for us~

Just shop shop shop and eat eat eat only!!!

Like free of stress and constraint..hoho!!!

Then I had met wv yew hon and his friends

haha...His fren is a funny guy!nice to meet you~

Finally......

 My best buddies here and Joo Hao's fren from KL and kuantan~

 Actually lazy to blog recently...but just simply write something~

Finally I went for "tao" already

But I've a bad experience here..so no next time lo!!!

 Then heading to Penang and visited to Toy Museum~

But I think no next also..hehe...visit one time then enough already

Why I want to visit there?

haha...coz just reminded by a fren

He has asked me got any nice places in Penang?

Have u visit to all of that?

ops...Seriously,I really not sure about that.

Then he told me all those places that he ever been there~

I have studied here for 3 years d...but not really know here~

After that went to Gurney for a movie...~"The Tourist"~(Nice!!!)

then just walk around there...

haha...we have found this Clinic Cafe inside the shopping mall

So just walked in have a try lo~

Actually nothing special..just a cafe but it decoration just like a hospital~

Finally,I have booked my flight ticket to Guangzhou!

haha...I must starts to save money now...

coz really not enough for the coming time!!!

Some more,I hope can faster get a confirmation for my internship!

~~~All the best~~~~

special~

haha...Like this few sentences very much!!!

Just saw this today when I was repaired for my car~

erm...quite special and meaningful lol=)

timing~

Still in Ipoh now~
Actually I've started my new sem yesterday
But just I'm lazy and late to go back campus only
erm..feel ashamed that bring a lot problem to my friend again!
he keep calling me and tell this and that~
Anyway,feel grateful and thank you very much=)


This sem really "wan katt" one
Just starting sem then got many things need to do already
Need to face some tricky lecturer!!!=.=
And got design subject again!!!hate that!


hate to go back~not just becoz some subjects...
but the most "___" is some people there!huh,dont care la~


haha...my fren always reminded me...
you are started for ur new sem already
just try to accept the truth and don't bluff myself anymore!
Means must wake up from dreaming!hoho...sure I know that la~


I must settle something in these few days
Delay for this long time ago!I'm lazy!
always wait until last minute only got that "ohm" to do that


Some other things...
I really hate people bluff with me
This kind of people,please get away from me!
I never forgive you and get out from my life~


Finally successful went to Sungkai yesterday
haha...It's sound hard coz I have planned want to go there long time ago!
But delayed and delayed again!
Just becoz some small small reasons...
Through this,I just can say that want to find a partner to travel wv me is not that easy thing!
Some more nid to find some that really "In Step and in mind" wv me...
It's really hard!!!
Anyway,we are learned also...maybe different ppl got different point of view...


Pei yin,I really hope that we can meet a "ngam timing" person in our life soon!hehe=)
Then we can step to more far and gain more!!!

Xmas~

"The Switch"

This is a nice movie...maybe you all can have watched oso~

This was talking abt an unmarried 40-year-old woman turns to a turkey baster in order to become pregnant. Seven years later, she reunites with her best friend, who has been living with a secret: he replaced her preferred sperm sample with his own. 

Actually I like the storyline in this movie

It was touching!!!

Today is Xmas eve..Actually nothing special for me~

Maybe just passes it alone or maybe wv some frens gua...

coz tmr got working until 9pm oso

haha...Xmas actually just a festival for us to do some celebration

But not really important for me too!

If got invitation then just try to join it LOL!

hehe...here is my wishes:

Merry Xmas to everyone lol!

Wish you all have a nice day wv beloved,frens and family~

Become a pig for whole holiday

Just wanna starts working for friday till sunday

haha...this time promotes for "Pearl fresh" juice lol~

My uniform colour just like a green apple~

Anyway,try to earn some money better than staying at home!

Coz bored for too long already=.=

冬至过去了~

冬至过去了，又老一岁了~

已吃过了汤圆，嘻嘻，那是我的最爱

因为刚办了丧事不久，所以今年不能搓汤圆

所以汤圆是妈妈的朋友给的，谢谢咯！

五颜六色，又甜又好吃！

最近比较无聊，只是在家吃吃喝喝，看看戏，看闷了就睡觉

哈哈，好像只猪那样~

再过不久，这些虽然有点闷但是非常无忧无虑，很写意的生活又要到尾声，要结束了！

嗯，这意味着要开学了，要回去大学了=.=

一年又一年地过去了

一年的时间像是很短暂的一旬间

不管是不开心，或任何没有实现和完成的事情。。。

都渐渐地成为过去了~

嗯，“又一年了！”

这句话听起来真的有点感触

因为又老一岁了

时间真的不会等任何人，不会为任何人而停下

新的一年快要来临了

只能抱着希望迎接它吧！

最近太无聊了

常常无思乱想吧

不知道是可笑还是悲哀

希望新的一年来临能带走一切一切~